Out of control [&SUGA MIN]

Onderwerp: Out of control [&SUGA MIN] za nov 08, 2014 9:00 pm

just trust yourself tonight

It was like getting out of control now. Daehyun couldn’t keep his hormones in the right places. He had a slight of control over his animal right now. He was friends with him, but he couldn’t control everything yet. Daehyun walked around the area again as the jaguar, this time he was far from home. Getting near the warlock city, could be a little dangerous, or not. Like he knew, he was handsome and with his looks deadly. The young man shifted back. He kinda controlled the transforming back to human while he walked. He shortly stopped, putting on some clothes before entering the city. It was different from Wolfston. You could see that immediately. Daehyun just walked ahead, knowing his hormones were going to give in soon again. Seeing a lot of people walking around, he just bit his lips and tried not to bump into their lives and kiss the hell out of them. Some were perfect, handsome or pretty, some were just attractive by their voice. He saw a girl, very pretty, long blond hair, blue eyes and not very tall. She could be a little younger. Daehyun walked over to her, grabbing her by her waist and pushing his lips onto hers. The girl answered his by kissing him back and had put her arms around his neck.

After a while he had let her go, she began to become too intimate. Grinding against his crotch, making him a little stressed out. Before he was going to give in, he just walked away. Now Daehyun was walking alone again, finding himself in a street with a lot of bars. The thing he always liked. Going in and drink something. His plump lips were still swollen from the little abuse a few minutes ago. His tongue was going over his lips, wetting them again because they were dry. “One beer please.” He ordered and looked around. It seems like there were not a lot of people here or the ones who came by. A little pout formed on his face. It didn’t matter if it was a boy or a girl right now, he needed to feel something satisfy his needs. His need to kiss, to feel his lips getting abused by someone else. He needed to lose that slight of control again, because it felt amazing. If Xavier would find out he was like this, the man would be mad at him. Maybe he wanted him to be mad at him, to be angry. Once again he wetted his plump and gifted lips again before taking a sip of his beer.

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**Suga Min** ━ Member ━ Posts : 188 IC : 30

»SUGA MIN

You make me so angry and mad for no reason«

Met een grimas op zijn gezicht en een blauwe plek onder zijn rechteroog had de bruinharige jongen zijn huis verlaten. Zijn jas zat strak rond zijn lichaam, en zijn sjaal bedekte zijn hals. Als het zomer geweest was, had Suga een zonnebril opgezet om de blauwe plek te bedekken, maar omdat dat met herfstachtig weer een dom zicht zou zijn, gaf hij er niet om en liep op zijn gemak de straat, waar zijn huis zich bevond, uit. Het was geen mooie straat, het was geen leuke straat, want de vervelende kinderen die er woonden verstoorde zijn rust. Liefst vermoordde hij hen één per één, maar dat kon hij moeilijk, omdat hij meteen zou zeggen dat hij de dader was. Hoofdpijn. Hij had een dreun gekregen van iemand, die het niet bepaald leuk vond dat Suga hetzelfde wou doen met hem, als hij met hem. De man had hem een dreun verkocht zodra de twintiger geprobeerd had de man te vermoorden. Su's concentratie was niet optimaal geweest, waardoor de man door had gehad dat hij aan het sterven was. Veel maakte het de jongen niet zo uit. De man was uiteindelijk vermoord geraakt, en dat was alles wat de bruinharige wou.

Hij slenterde met zijn handen in zijn zakken een café binnen, en nam plaats op een van de barkrukken, tussen twee jongens in. Een beetje pissig omdat hij moest wachten tot hij kon bestellen, tokkelde hij met zijn vingers op de bar. "Whiskeycola." zei hij toen het eindelijk zijn beurt was, en de ober knikte, al leek het alsof hij twijfelde aan Suga's leeftijd. Verveeld rolde de jongen met zijn ogen, en liet zijn pas zien. "Suga Min, eenentwintig jaar, negentiendrieënnegentig. Oud genoeg." De jongeman knikte, zuchtte, en bedankte de ober kort terwijl hij zijn drank aannam. Hij dronk liever wijn, maar doordat zijn humeur best slecht was, zou hij proberen de dag ervoor te vergeten met alcohol. Toen hij getik op zijn schouder voelde, kerk hij om, en kreeg een slag op zijn gezicht, op zijn blauwe oog. Verbaasd, maar vooral woest staarde hij de jongen aan, waarna hij zijn hand om diens keel zette, en hem op die manier door het heel café te duwen. Suga hoorde hoe de rug van de jongen onzacht in contact kwam met de muur. Hij drukte zijn handen op diens borst, en vergat alles rondom hem. Toen de hartslag van de ruziezoeker nog amper te voelen was, werd Su ruw aan de kant geduwd, waarna hij lastig terugkeerde naar zijn plaats, en probeerde te gaan zitten. Hij voelde dat de jongen zijn nagel onder zijn oog geschraapt had, en toen hij zijn vingers naar onder zijn oog bracht, kleurde deze rood. Hij bloedde. Terwijl hij zich omdraaide, botste hij tegen de persoon naast hem, waardoor hij zich naar die toekeerde. "Sorry." bitste hij, niet gemeend naar de persoon toe en nam een slok van zijn drinken. Wauw. Nu had hij pas veel alcohol nodig om dagen te vergeten. Herinneringen wegdrinken, zou het gaan? Suga kon het in ieder geval proberen.

Onderwerp: Re: Out of control [&SUGA MIN] zo nov 09, 2014 1:14 am

just trust yourself tonight

Daehyun just popped up against someone. It seemed like that person was really mad, had a grumpy mood at the moment. The younger looked around, seeing someone getting up, being wounded quite terrible. “So you just thought to wound him, no wait, you wanted to kill him.” Daehyun smirked and took another sip of his beer. “Meeh, I should have done it earlier if I was you. Grabbing him by his throat, pushing him harshly against the wall and let him gag, maybe beg until he got his very last moment of begging for his life.” And another sip of beer filled his mouth. “Right before he dies, digging claws deep into that throat.” The black haired boy wetted his lip again with his tongue, finally looking at the boy next to him. “You should calm down now, all that anger just messed up with your handsome face.” He stood up, walking over to someone really pretty. “Hey girl.” His arms got wrapped around her body, his lips pressing small, wet kisses on her collarbone.

He knew he was just doing something that could coast his life. But why would they kill him, if they knew what his aura was. How strong he would get and his brother in crime would chase after them. The death himself, deadly with just his dark magic. A little smirk decorated Daehyun’s face again. So that made him powerful. The dark magic the warlock had used to let him be the fully transformed shapeshifter, caused to take its toll on him. He already knew what it was and he couldn’t handle it yet. The younger started to move again to the bartender. “I want something very strong.” He said, looking to his side. But there was nothing that got his attention, so he decided to head into a seat in the corner of that bar. Closing his eyes he took a sip of his drink and tried to remember how he could get what he wanted. How he could get a slight of control. But everything was a blur to him right now. Digging deeper wouldn’t help. It only caused him to get more frustrated and wanting to feel anyone’s lips on his more. The younger opened his eyes again, looking around and laying is eyes on the boy that he just popped into. “Ya! Mind if I invite you over to this place? I think you could use some distracting.” He tried, licking his lips a little playful and biting and chewing on them right after he did.

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**Suga Min** ━ Member ━ Posts : 188 IC : 30

»SUGA MIN

You make me so angry and mad for no reason«

“So you just thought to wound him, no wait, you wanted to kill him.” hoorde hij de persoon die hij perongeluk geduwd had zeggen, en keek hoe die een slok van zijn bier nam. “Meeh, i should have done it earlier if I was you. Grabbing him by his throat, pushing him harshly against the wall and let him gag, maybe beg until he got his very last moment of begging for his life.” Weer nam de jongen een slok van zijn drank, en Suga wendde zijn blik al weer af, want hij gaf niet om wat de jongen zei. “Right before he dies, digging claws deep into that throat.” Hij voelde hoe de blik van de persoon nu op hem gericht werd, en Su staarde hem kil aan. Ging die jongen nog stoppen met praten? “You should calm down now, all that anger just messed up with your handsome face.” De bruinharige jongeman haalde een wenkbrauw op en zag hoe de ander naar een meisje, waar hij klef tegen begon te doen. Hoofdschuddend richtte hij zich terug naar de kast achter de barman, en dronk van zijn whiskeycola. De alcohol brandde in zijn slokdarm, maar hij vond het allemaal oké. Hij nam een grote slok, en nog een paar, tot het glas leeg was. Hij bestelde een ander glas van het spul, en nam het aan met een gegrom dat op "Dankje" leek. Opnieuw verscheen een schaduw naast hem, maar merkte dat het de jongen was die al naast hem gezeten had. De jongen bestelde, maar Suga keek de andere kant uit, terwijl hij een slok van zijn glas nam, en probeerde de afgelopen dagen te vergeten. “Ya! Mind if I invite you over to this place? I think you could use some distracting.” Suga keek om, vroeg zich af of het tegen hem was. Maakte het wat uit? Hij zette een grijns op zijn gezicht, en keek de jongen aan. "Okay. Well, hello," Het maakte hem echt totaal niets uit wat de jongen dacht, en ook al helemaal niet wat er van dit terecht ging komen.

Onderwerp: Re: Out of control [&SUGA MIN] zo nov 09, 2014 10:48 pm

just trust yourself tonight

The boy looked up after he invited him over and a little smirk decorated his face. He was going to enjoy this evening. Just a few seconds or minutes later, he wasn’t for sure how fast it would have been, the boy talked to him. “Okay. Well, hello.” He was smirking too. The younger licked over his plump lips, looking intensely at the other. “Hi.” It was very simple, short and a little husky. Looking at the boy he saw some freaking delicious lips. Sure he was going to taste them tonight. With another little smirk, Daehyun drunk the whole bottle empty in one time. He wasn’t eighteen yet, but he would always get the drinks he wanted. Loving the way he could manipulate a lot of people with his glowing amber yellow jaguar eyes. “What’s your name handsome?” He started, giving him a little compliment. Looking at his face, he was studying his lips. They were an old school pink color, it looked like a little rough, but also very attractive. The younger bit his lips, chewing on them for mere seconds. He just couldn’t kiss a boy could he? “Oh yes you could, if you lose control like before, you would.” “Shut up, you’re only making it worse.”

Daehyun looked up again, placing the bottle he held in his hand, back on the table in front of him. His eyes searched for the other his eyes. Maybe he could get some information from them. Or maybe he could just sniff his scent, he probably smelled weird. Daehyun just got a little closer, feeling how his eyes started to glow. He needed to put his plump lips on the ones of that boy. He needed to get a taste of it.

OOC ~ Omg I’m so sorry D: It’s really bad en niet wat ik vaak heb met Daebutt O___O

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**Suga Min** ━ Member ━ Posts : 188 IC : 30

»SUGA MIN

You make me so angry and mad for no reason«

Su had de zwartharige jongen begroet, en nadat de jongere jongen een keer over zijn lippen gelikt had, sprak die een wedergroet uit. "Hi." Hij dronk zijn glas leeg, en zelf deed Suga dat ook, na twee slokken was zijn glas was leeg. "What's your name handsome?" Hoorde hij, en een grijns vormde zich op het gezicht van de jongeman, al veegde hij die er snel van af, en keek de jongen aan. "Does my name matter?" zei hij enkel, terwijl hij het compliment negeerde. Hij zag dat de blik van de jongen tegenover zich over zijn gelaat ging, en zelf keek Suga dus ook onbeschaamd terug, en nam ieder detail van de jongen in zich op. Het zwarte haar, de schittering in zijn ogen als het licht via het juiste punt erin viel, hij volgde de kaaklijn van de jongen met zijn ogen, en kwam tenslotte uit bij de mond van de jongen uit. Su's ogen schoten terug naar de ander zijn ogen, opgeschrokken door het geluid van een glas dat op de bar terrecht kwam. Hij keek in de ogen van de zwartharige jongen. Hij was redelijk slecht in aflezen uit andermans ogen, maar hij was wel goed in afschermen wat er te weten viel over hem. Zijn ogen kregen hen kille glans terug, terwijl hij bleef staren. "But I'd love to know how they call you, dear," zei Su, om terug te komen op het onderwerp over zijn naam.

OOC;; Het is niet slecht c; Ik had je een rotpost gegeven, that's all xD Sorry dat het zo kort is T-T

Onderwerp: Re: Out of control [&SUGA MIN] za nov 15, 2014 8:33 pm

just trust yourself tonight

Daehyun looked at the boy. He had asked him what his name was, but the boy didn’t want to tell him his name. “Does my name matter.” The younger nodded. “Yes, it does. So if you don’t want to tell your name, I’ll call you handsome.” A little smirk decorated his face again, for the umpteenth time. He liked it a lot, especially when it came to handsome boys or pretty girls. His inner animal was reacting to them. He didn’t know why, but he did and it always turned out to be something he didn’t want to know what he did. Daehyun followed his gaze to something that wasn’t really fun to him. So he decided to try to distract him. His hands were going to the arms of the other boy, trying to stroke him upper arm, getting his attention. The younger changed his position by sitting very close to the others, whispering something into his ear. “You know, you’re very hot mister handsome.” He took the chin of the other into his hand, his noise following his jawline. Right before he wanted to claim the others lips he felt his eyes glowing that amber color again like they always did after the slightest control he had was gone.

The younger smirked again, taking one hand of the other into his grip, while he looked at him. “You smell really nice, what do you use to have a scent like this?” He looked straight into the eyes of the older boy. He knew he was older, because he looked like that. And he felt it by touching him. But Daehyun couldn’t wait any longer before he had an answer, protest or something from the other. He needed to kiss those pretty lips. He needed to feel them against his own, to know what they felt like. The younger sealed their lips and started moving them, but didn’t know if the other was going to kiss him back.

// OOC ~ Still sorry for this D: It’s terrible en ik zou niet weten wat ik Daehyun anders moet laten doen xD

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**Suga Min** ━ Member ━ Posts : 188 IC : 30

»SUGA MIN

You make me so angry and mad for no reason«

“yes, it does. so if you don’t want to tell your name, i’ll call you handsome.” antwoorde de jongere persoon op de vraag van Suga, om zijn naam wat uitmaakte. "Suga, but say whatever you want," Een geamuseerde grijns verscheen op zijn gezicht, maar hij werd al gauw afgeleid door de bewegingen van de andere jongeman. Hij zat nu erg kort bij Su, en hij hoorde het gefluister in zijn oor. “you know, you’re very hot mister handsome.” Hij voelde vingers aan zijn kin, waardoor de oudste in het gezicht van de ander keek. "Thank you, I guess." antwoorde hij, en voegde er zacht: "And so are you," aan toe. No, no, take that back, dacht hij, maar hij zweeg en slikte enkel kort.

Dit keer voelde hij iets aan zijn hand, en merkte dat de zwartharige jongen zijn hand vast genomen had. “you smell really nice, what do you use to have a scent like this?” Su keek kort verbaasd en haalde zijn schouders op. Hij ging niet eens antwoorden, want hij wist niet wát. Hij deed niets speciaal. Toen hij plots de mond van de ander op zijne voelde, schrok hij, maar verbrak de kus niet. Forget about yesterday, make today even worse, dacht hij, en hij kuste de nog steeds naamloze jongen terug. Waarom deed hij dit? Geen idee. Voorzichtig hield hij de ander bij zijn taille, maar liet daarna los en deedeen stap achteruit.

+Dan is die van mij net zo slecht :')

Onderwerp: Re: Out of control [&SUGA MIN] zo nov 16, 2014 12:46 am

just trust yourself tonight

Finally the boy told the younger his name, Suga. A few minutes later he had said something similar to Daehyun, when he told the elder he was hot. “Thank you, I guess.” And then he whispered something the younger boy didn’t count on. “And so are you.” He hadn’t answered the question about his scent, not that he didn’t knew he was not going to get a proper answer. They had kissed each other, not that it lasted long. Because the other pulled away when he was just going to deepen the kiss. One thing that caught his attention were the hand on his waist. Daehyun was smirking, looking into the eyes of Suga. “My name is Daehyun, Jung Daehyun.” He started while he leaned in and sucked Suga’s earlobe for a mere second. “Keep that in your mind.” Whispers were trying to fill the elders ear. He kissed a way down to the boy his neck, sometimes he sucked on the flesh, trying to leave little and purple hickeys. His hands, he wanted to roam them over the others body, but he couldn’t. He knew it was a warlock, from the first time he touched him a few times earlier this evening.

It was is jaguar who got too excited and made him feel that it was a warlock. Daehyun let go of the neck and started to kiss him back on his lips. He had closed his eyes, enjoying the moment he felt those against him. The younger was moving his lips against the others, trying to kiss him first before he was going to deepen it any further. But he did, by adding a little bit more pressure. Or he tried to do it. He let go off of the boy a little while later, sitting back at his place where he was a few minutes ago, the time he wanted to kiss the other. The younger had still closed his eyes, gasping for some air, because kissing that man was giving him a lack of oxygen. There was no need to say something, actually Daehyun didn’t have to say something. He was just fine with the presence of him. However his jaguar was not agreeing with him letting go off the elder so soon. He was clawing at him again, making him feel he wanted, no his jaguar needed to feel those lips again to be satisfied.

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**Suga Min** ━ Member ━ Posts : 188 IC : 30

»SUGA MIN

You make me so angry and mad for no reason«

First, the other held his hand and asked him what he used to smell the way he did. Su was surprised, but didn't answer that question. The younger kissed him, and Suga was confused for a second. He didn't expect the other to kiss him, but honestly, he didn't really mind. He kissed the boy back. He felt guilty for a second, because he didn't think it was the right thing to do. But who would he even care, it was his life, so he did what he wanted, right? He ignored everyone who was looking at them, and he just stood there, with the other. He had laid his hand on the other's waist, it was a bad habit. But well, whatever.

He broke the kiss, and he looked away. “my name is daehyun, jung daehyun.” He nodded, but Daehyun leaned in and sucked his earlobe for a mere second. “keep that in your mind.” he whispered. Suga felt his heart beating fast, because it was ages ago since he last kissed someone, or since someone kissed him. He felt the younger's lips on his skin, and they kissed themselves a way down his neck. The younger sucked his flesh, a few times. Daehyun let go of his neck, but kissed his lips again, and Suga saw that he closed his eyes. He decided to close his eyes too, and again, he kissed the younger back. He didn't know why he kissed him back, he just did it. He enjoyed it, but he didn't want to show it too much. They broke the kiss, and he saw that the other sat back on his place. None of them said something, but he didn't think that it was the right moment to speak. He didn't had anything to say, and he bet the other did neither. Su sat down on his chair, and he kept his eyes on the boy, who was sitting in front of him. He looked at his glass, but it was empty. He forgot about that, but he didn't care. It was just a stupid class. He felt confused again, and he looked back at the younger. "Why .." He didn't know how to finish his sentence. It was easy to finish it, actually, but he didn't now if he really wanted to ask it. He wasn't afraid of the answer, he just didn't want to know what Daehyun was going to answer. He closed his eyes, and held his breath for a moment. "Why did you kiss me?" he asked the boy, he whispered his question. He liked it, but Sugar wanted to know why the other kissed him. There were enough attractive girls here, so he couldn't understand it.

+Who sorry voor spellingsfouten, ik wou gewoon eens Engels proberen.

Onderwerp: Re: Out of control [&SUGA MIN] zo nov 16, 2014 1:26 pm

just trust yourself tonight

They had kissed, two times now. It didn’t feel right, but it didn’t feel wrong at the same time. He sighed, closing his eyes and trying to sort the things out. Why did he even act like this. He wasn’t into guys, he didn’t want to have a girl around him. He didn’t want to have a relationship, he was just confused. “Why….Why did you kiss me?” But Daehyun couldn’t give an answer to that question. The younger closed his eyes, trying to control his breath. “I…I don’t know.” Whispers were filling the air and Daehyun got up to his feet. He needed some air now. The young shapeshifter walked to the bathroom. “What the hell is wrong with me.” Seeing himself in the mirror he felt how he got angry. With a loud bang, he had punched his fist into the glass, causing bleeding fingers and the back of his hand. But that simple gesture, made him get more angry with himself. He started to punch the mirror multiple times, until he felt the pain stinging in his hands. He panted heavily, why couldn’t he be normal. Why wouldn’t the jaguar listen to him. Why did he deserve this?

Daehyun tried to get back. He was about to shift now. The anger made him like this. “Please, listen to me. I.. I don’t wanna fight against you, you’re supposed to be my ally. We need to be friends or mates whatever you want me to be with you. But please let this stop, I can’t do it anymore.” The pain he was feeling right now because of what the animal inside did to him, caused him almost to beg the animal. “Please, make it stop. I’ll do whatever you want.” Tears were running down his cheeks. “You mean every-every-everything?” He knew how the beast enjoyed this. “Yes.” Daehyun swallowed. “Go back to that boy and enjoy the evening.” Was that all the animal wanted from him right now? The younger walked back to the sink where he let the water touch his face. Cleaning all the salty tears of his cheeks, making him fresh again. He looked back in the broken mirror at his state. He had some little wounds on his face, because of the glass pieces that had flown around when he had broken it. Also his hands weren’t completely healed yet. Daehyun went back to the elder, sitting back next to him, but not saying a thing until Suga was going to talk again, because the younger didn’t want to start the conversation again.

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**Suga Min** ━ Member ━ Posts : 188 IC : 30

»SUGA MIN

You make me so angry and mad for no reason«

Su hesitated a second, but asked the younger why he kissed him. Daehyun closed his eyes, and the older person looked away. Was he embarrassed? Maybe. . “i…i don’t know.” He looked up, and listened to the answer. He didn't like that answer, because he still didn't know why, but he didn't say a thing and he nodded. "Fair enough, I guess." he said, while he was acting like he didn't care about it. The younger stood up, and left. He probably went to the bathroom, or something, so Suga turned to the bar and laid his head on it. "Fucking idiot," he whispered to hisself, and he closed his eyes. He kissed a stranger. He only knew his name for a few minutes, so it was just stupid to kiss him. Suga yelled at the guy behind the bar. "Whiskey. he said, and the man nodded. He brought the boy his whiskey, and Su gave the man his money. He felt sick, but he ignored that and looked up, because he heard a sound. Daehyun came back, but he had a few little wounds on his face.

"What have you done?" he asked to younger with raised eyebrows. He also noticed wounds on his hands, but Suga didn't ask about it. What was he supposed to ask? The same as what he just did? Well, no. He just waited for an answer, and he wanted a real answer now.

Onderwerp: Re: Out of control [&SUGA MIN] ma nov 17, 2014 10:52 pm

just trust yourself tonight

When Daehyun got back, he saw how Suga looked at him. How his eyes were laid on the wounds his face was decorated with. “What have you done?” It was a question he couldn’t answer. Why did he even do this to himself. Why was he so stupid to lose control about everything. The younger just closed his eyes and tried to concentrate on the pain to trigger the healing. Something he got under control. The only thing. Daehyun sighed and swallowed. “If I tell you I’ll show you my weakness or the dangerous part of me. It’s what you want to call it.” He felt his wounds healing, his face, his hands, everything the glass had caused into bloody cuts. “But just let me say, I don’t want to be uncontrollable right now, not that part of me.” He took Suga’s chin into his fingers and felt how his eyes were glowing again. Daehyun pushed his lips back on lips of the other, pushing him harshly against the wall and leaning against it on his hands by placing them next to the others head. He wanted to kiss him like this, he wanted to feel like he was not the one going to submit every time.

Even if Suga decided to stop right now, to push him away. He wouldn’t regret what he just had started and just did. Daehyun let go off the other and started to kiss his neck. He licked and sucked the flesh, hoping there would started to form of hickeys. But he stopped again, looking into Suga’s eyes. “I want you to know, that this, is just something I wanted to.” He wanted to get back, to sit back on the couch at the end of the bar. To get back his strength again.

//OOC ~ Het spijt me, het is mega slecht en ik blame school hiervoor D:

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**Suga Min** ━ Member ━ Posts : 188 IC : 30

»SUGA MIN

You make me so angry and mad for no reason«

The younger came back, and when Su looked up, he could see wounds on the boy's hands and face. He was surprised, 'cause Daehyun onlu went to the bathroom, so he asked him about it. The boy closed his eyes, and Suga looked away, 'cause he didn't get an answer. He heard a sigh, but he ignored it and took a sip of his whiskey. “if i tell you i’ll show you my weakness or the dangerous part of me. it’s what you want to call it.” He looked up, and nodded. He could understand that, but it still the kind of answer he wanted. "Okay, fair enough, I guess", he said, and didn't ask about it anu further, because he didn't care like he would care about one of his close friends. He barely knew Daehyun. “but just let me say, i don’t want to be uncontrollable right now, not that part of me.” He felt how the younger took his chin into his fingers, and how his lip touched the other's again. He was pushed with his back against the wall. He kissed back, did it became a habit to kiss everyone back? Maybe, or he just wanted to have fun. Daehyun was leaning against the wall with his hands, and Suga laid his hands on the other's shoulders.

He felt the lips of the younger touching his neck, he felt his tongue on it, and he felt how Daehyun sucked it. He closed his eyes and let it happen, because he kind of liked it, even if he would never say he did. When the boy let go of him, he opened his eyes, and looked into the other's. “i want you to know, that this, is just something i wanted to.” Su didn't did anything, he didn't nod or shake his head, he didn't did anything at all. His eyes followed the boy, and then he grabbed the other by the wrist. "I'm sorry", he said, and he kissed the other boy, quick. He took his glass and took another sip. He wanted to go home and forget about everything, but instead of doing that, he sat down on the dirty, sticky floor with his glass in his hands.

Onderwerp: Re: Out of control [&SUGA MIN] do nov 20, 2014 3:02 pm

just trust yourself tonight

Daehyun felt his lips against his own, again. He needed that feeling back. The older was sitting on the floor. “What are you doing there? You’re getting a cold if you’re sitting on the floor.” The younger sat next to him and had put his arms around Suga’s waist. “At least you will be a little warmer now.” The younger smiled and looked at him. It was his fault the boy was confused right now. “It’s not that you have to say sorry. It’s my fault. I kissed you, I started this after all. I was the one who hadn’t the control about his animal. I’m the beast and you, you just got into that trap that animal inside me had set for all the people he would meet.” Daehyun sighed. Right now he was playing a dangerous game. He could set him up against his own. But what was he supposed to do now? If Suga felt bad than he shouldn’t, because everything was his fault. All the time he had lived so far, it was his fault. And so was his family hating him, also his fault. If he wasn’t born then no one was sad anymore again.

“I’m sorry for what I did to you tonight.” Daehyun wanted to get up, he wanted to snap at himself and fight with his jaguar again. Like he would always do after he found out what he did. “Don’t be mad at me or get angry. I can’t control it, the dark magic is still setting everything up against me. I hope we can be friends.” He didn’t want to make enemies. It would be the worst thing right now. Daehyun sighed again and closed his eyes. He was still blaming himself. And how could he even stop that if he wasn’t going to forgive his past, to let it go. And yet he was going to lose that slightest control again, because he got mad at that jaguar. “Why are you doing this to me! I want to control it, but you won’t. Stop being such a dick and let us be friends!” “Not yet boy.” With that he couldn’t feel the jaguar anymore, he was gone for a small time. Daehyun sighed in relief. Something positive until now. Hoping Suga wouldn’t be sad or mad at him. He looked at the boy again and gave him a small kiss on his cheek. “I’m still sorry.” He whispered, laying his head on Suga’s shoulder.

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**Suga Min** ━ Member ━ Posts : 188 IC : 30

»SUGA MIN

You make me so angry and mad for no reason«

“what are you doing there? you’re getting a cold if you’re sitting on the floor.” The younger came and sat next to him, and putted his arms around Suga's waist. He shrugged, because he didn't care about getting a cold, or feeling ill. “at least you will be a little warmer now.” He saw that Daehyun was smiling. “it’s not that you have to say sorry. it’s my fault. i kissed you, i started this after all. i was the one who hadn’t the control about his animal. i’m the beast and you, you just got into that trap that animal inside me had set for all the people he would meet.” Su didn't say a thing, and he didn't look at the younger next to him. Again, he took a sip of his drink, and after that, he closed his eyes, rubbed his forehead, and sighed.

“i’m sorry for what i did to you tonight.” Suga looked up, and blinked a few times without saying anything. “don’t be mad at me or get angry. i can’t control it, the dark magic is still setting everything up against me. i hope we can be friends.” He nodded, and shrugged again. "Okay, it's fine", he said quietly, and placed his glass next to him. He heard a sigh, and when he looked up, he saw that Daehyun closed his eyes. The elder didn't know what to say, or do, so he didn't do anything at all, and he just thought about what he could do or say. The other person sighed again, but this time, Suga didn't look at him because he knew that it was just te boy sighing. He felt a kiss on his cheek. “i’m still sorry.” the boy whispered, and he laid his head on Su's shoulder. "I'm serious, it's okay", he gave as answer, and smiled a bit, to show the younger that it really was okay.
It was a lie, though, but he didn't want to talk about it anymore, or even think about it. He closed his eyes and sighed with a tired look on his face. He wanted to forget this day. But then he needed more of his good friend. Alcohol.

Onderwerp: Re: Out of control [&SUGA MIN] di maa 24, 2015 7:36 pm

_{Daehyun looked at the man next to him. What the hell did he just do. “What do you actually do when you’re just yourself outside this place?” He smiled softly not wanting to drop the mood to some grumpy cats. The younger just chuckled at that and sat straight on the chair again. He turned to the bartender while thinking. “Can I have some water, please? I need to clear my mind.” He couldn’t continue this way, losing everything over and over again. The young boy closed his eyes once again, before he lifted the glass filled with water that was already placed in front of him. He had put the glass against his lips and took a few sips, while enjoying the fresh water.

It was just a few minutes later when he turned back to look at the boy again. “Suga, wasn’t it?” He looked at him, while flashing a small smile at him. The man in front of him reminded him of an old friend he met back out there while he was wandering around to find a place to live. He thought about Yongguk, he looked like him, but maybe it was the way he acted around people. Both were a little bit grumpy, they looked sometimes grumpy. He actually didn’t know a lot about the man in front of him. Daehyun wanted to ask him something again, but when he reminded himself of what he had asked him lately, he didn’t continue the question he just had asked.

He wasn’t sure of himself, he knew that for sure. It was time to get everything back on track. To know what he was capable of. The almost adult boy stared at some bottles with alcohol that stood on the shelves. Jack Daniels, Bourbon and a lot more. He licked his lips once again, wetting it to taste the last flavors of alcohol. The liquor almost disappearing. “It was nice meeting you, hope we could meet soon again. Maybe if I can control myself better. Still, thanks for tonight though, friend.” Daehyun stood up, drinking the water until the glass was empty and paying the drinks he had drunk that night. He wanted to leave, heading to exit, ignoring the girls that he had kissed earlier that night.

OOC ~ I BLAME RAP MONSTER FOR THIS CRAPPY POST D:}

**Suga Min** ━ Member ━ Posts : 188 IC : 30

Suga glanced at the man who spoke again. "Nothing much. I'm not that often on my own. I'm almost always somewhere in the city, searching for trouble, I guess." Daehyun asked the bartender for some water, and Su took a sip of his own drink.

The boy at the asked for his name a few minutes later. Week, it wasn't exactly asking his name. Suga nodded and smiled back. It seemed like Daehyun was thing about something or someone, and Su wanted to ask him about it. "Wh- Ah, whatever, never mind." He faked a smile and states down at his glass again.

Su glanced at the boy but decided not to say anything anymore. There was nothing left to say. But the awkward silence was making him crazy. He cleared his throat and coughed. Daehyun started to talk again and Suga looked up. "It was nice meeting you, hope we could meet soon again. Maybe if I can control myself better. Still, thanks for tonight though, friend.” Su grinned and watched Daehyun. He stood up, drank until his glass was empty and then he paid his drinks. "Thank you for being my company tonight. We'll meet each other soon enough. I can't stop you from leaving so, goodbye, friend."

+absolute shit post plus mobiel post T-T

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